Just listen.
My Blog, For Now.
Can be located at a new location, Wordpress, until I can make a choice as to which service I’d be using for my own .com and such. Here is a bit.ly link. Lemme know what you think.
____________________ Yeah.
These days, I just get the feeling I’m moving forward. Forward into another day that just pushed me back to the day before. Forward moving intent on pushing me back. Does this make sense? Because I fear for my sanity, and I fear for my faith. I just don’t understand what’s going on inside of me. There is a truth, hidden beneath my exoskeleton. A truth consisting of nothing more than lies and false hope. What am I? Where have I come from? Where am I going? Better yet, what if I am a stand-still in time. A fragment, rather than an active life. All in all, I suppose my life consists of nothing more than fear, loathing, lust, and apathy. I am Tony Zeller. I am human, well sort of…
By the way, Cate. If you feel like talking to me again, I wouldn’t be opposed to that.
I Think, Therefore I Blog.
I haven’t blogged in a long while. Its kinda sad. Anyways, a lot has happened. Bought a PS3, getting my car, an apartment. I’m stoked. I bought a new shirt too. Its awesome.
It’s My Birthday.
19 years old.
I really don’t like my Berry.
It’s gotten a white screen of death on me twice in an hour or so. Very annoying…
Three Reasons I Love My Job:
The Blonde. The Brunette. The fake, but still hot, Red head.
I should really sleep…
Eight minutes to four and I have to be up tomorrow to go sort out my business at my bank, and go to work to close.
Yet, I find myself awake. Browsing youtube and myspace. Watching reviews and unboxings of Apple products. Not very entertaining. I do, however, know how to upgrade the RAM and hard drive of my soon-to-be Macbook. I also learned how to add RAM and hard drive(s) to a Mac Pro. Tonight wasn’t a total loss I suppose haha. Back to YouTube I guess…
Oh! I nearly forgot, never buy a Sprint branded BlackBerry. Biggest piece of crap I’ve ever had. I’ve had two complete and total memory failures happen to me. Had to wipe the thing clean using JL_Cmder and restore it to OS 4.5 just to get it to work.
Needless to say it is ridiculous to own a “smart” phone that acts like a retard. I told Ally I was ready to go back to a simple, non-flashy “dumb” phone to prevent problems like this from occuring. I’m not sure if its because of Sprint, and their release of OS 4.5, or if it may be my Berry. Either way, I’m still frustrated with it. When I had Cricket or Cincinatti Bell I never had any problems with the phone I had. I cannot wait to get my hands on an iPhone. I’ll never return to these less-than-reputible phones again!
I like how this turned into a technical review/rant. That’s how that cookie crumbled I s’pose.
Just hit 4am. Time to parouse a bit more and get to bed I guess.
Night mom!
50 things.
I thought this would be kinda fun.
50 things you may, or may not, know about me.
1. I really like Harry Potter books and movies.
2. I’m a very big nerd and I’m not afraid to admit it ha.
3. I hate High School Musical, and everyone involved with that God awful show.
4. I am a MySpace and Twitter addict.
5. I have a Facebook, but rarely use it.
6. There are over 50 dvds in the collection Ally and I have started.
7. I love the shows The Office, Weeds, and Man vs Wild.
8. I have epilepsy, and it sucks.
9. I do not have a drivers license.
10. I have been arrested, and spent the night in jail.
11. I have two tattoos.
12. I love photography, but it will not be my career.
13. I’ve been dating my girlfriend, Ally, for over a year.
14. I’m a big fan of Hillary Clinton, and I’m not ashamed of it.
15. I watch entirely too much pornography.
16. I love cats, but hate cleaning up after them.
17. I would love to be a famous blogger when I grow up.
18. I want to learn to make homemade candy.
19. I’m allergic to bee stings and poison ivy. They can kill me.
20. I fight with my family a lot, but I miss them a whole bunch.
21. I am a Christian, although I don’t act it at times.
22. I have big plans for my life, and it doesn’t include my dreams.
23. I want to get married in London, around autumn time.
24. I love sea food, and could live off it forever.
25. I like Dr. Pepper more than any other kind of soda.
26. I drink energy drinks like they’re water.
27. I YouTube too much.
28. I only wear Hollister jeans. No exceptions.
29. I often wish I was a stoner.
30. I graduated with a 1.99 GPA. I are st00pid.
31. I am applying at NKU.
32. I was edge, but I broke a long time ago.
33. I spend the majority of my money on things I don’t really need.
34. I eBay like it’s my job.
35. I work at McDonalds, and it sucks.
36. I actually do like Will and Grace.
37. I can’t stand racism, or homophobia.
38. I don’t like the word ‘faggot’ being used in any way.
39. Underoath has been my favorite band since freshman year.
40. I used to smoke a pack of cigarettes a day, but I quit.
41. I got drunk at an after prom party at Lisa Walkers house and threw up all over myself.
42. I really wish I had another drum set. I miss my old one.
43. I text way more than the average person should.
44. I rock a BlackBerry, but I really want an iPhone.
45. I will never buy another Windows-based computer.
46. I love Apple products. Seriously.
47. I like wearing plaid shorts and flip flops.
48. TOMS are really comfortable shoes, and I own a pair.
49. I complain a bunch about my girlfriend, but she means everything to me.
50. I love my friends and my family more than anything else in this whole wide world. They are everything and more to me.
I hope you enjoyed that :]
Give it a go. Expose yourself a bit!
I sweeeaaar!
Can’t wait to get the fuck out of allys moms house. She’s a lazy fat-assed cunt.